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|Friday, July 25th, 2008|
|After months of job hunting.........
I finally have a job!!!!! My new job will be with ADT home security. I start training on August 6th for 4 weeks, and after I "graduate" I'll get a dollar more an hour and start rolling in the benefits. I'm starting out as an operator/dispatcher, and hopefully in a few months, move up to be a CSR. Its in a nice area in the Southside 2 3 min away from my current crappy job which I'll still keep to work 1 day a week for extra money. Hopefully I'll love this job because God know how much I need to keep up with my bills!!!!! Current Mood: excited
|Friday, August 31st, 2007|
God, I just wanna find out when I'm moving to Jacksonville so I can stop stressing already!!!! Current Mood: frustrated
|Thursday, June 28th, 2007|
I should be a fucked up, cold-hearted bitch from now on. Maybe that way people will take me seriously. Current Mood: pissed off
|Thursday, June 21st, 2007|
How I'm still friends with my exes. I know there are people out there who hate theirs and probably got restraining orders on them, and here I am spending a couple of hours with my recent one tonight being friends. I've only had 2 bfs and I have no major problems with them. I still talk to the other one every once in a while and we joke around a lot with each other. So I guess I wasn't a horrible gf with them. =)
|Wednesday, June 20th, 2007|
I give up. I'm done trying. If it happens, I'll wait for them because I'm not making the effort anymore. Its useless and a waste of my time. I guess it only works when its convenient. I'm tired of everything and I'm tired of being ignored. Current Mood: annoyed
|Tuesday, May 15th, 2007|
|I'm looking for a new home for my doggie. :(
Many of you are asking me why I'm giving up my dog. I really don't want to, but I'm looking out for what's best for her. I live in a small apartment, and she's a medium sized-dog, and I need to find a home for her that is bigger than where I live. I can't leave her outside all day for the fear of that she'll escape and get hurt. Even if she were tied up I can't trust her. I want her to go out and excercise and get constant love and attention.
So here's a little bit about her if you're interested.
First of all, she was born on December 2nd, 2005, which obviously makes her almost a year and a half old. She's 50% Siberian Husky from her dad, and 50% Shiba Inu from her mom. From the pictures that are in my gallery, you can see she has her father's looks. She also has the personality of a Husky. She's EXCELLENT with other animals, especially other dogs and cats. Never once have I ever seen her growl or get defensive with another animal or human. She's also really good with kids. She's very tolerable. You can bother her and she won't get angry. She's not food aggressive. Well, at least from my experience she isn't. You can pet her while she's eating or pull the bowl away from her and she wont' growl or snap. She is greedy, though. Not greedy to the point where she'll bite, but if a dog or cat tries to grab her possesions or food, she'll go up to them and push them away. She can be very playful, and calm. She loves to have constant attention. She knows how to do a couple of tricks, like sitting, paw, hi- five, and a kiss. I also taught her how to relieve herself on pee pee pads. She doesn't know how to go outside, so you might wanna train her on that. She's not fixed, because I never had the time to get it done. She does have some shots, but she's due for new ones. She had a rabies shot a year ago, but she has to get updated. She doesn't mind taking a bath and she wont' give you a hard time. She'll stay still. She's not really into dog toys, rawhides are good enough for her. As much as I've tried, she doesn't really eat dry food unless that's the only thing she has, and she won't even eat all of it. So what I do is feed her mostly dry with a little bit of canned for her to eat something. I've made sure she doesn't eat any human food so she won't develop any bad begging habits or to constantly raid the garbage can. She's not gonna give you a hard time when you brush her, but she's kinda scared when you try to clip her claws. She's not a barker at all. She LOVES people, esepcially strangers. So, if you're looking for a watchdog, she's definetly not for you. The only time she barks is when she hears someone knocking on the door, but that's pretty much it. If you must take her outside, I highly recommend you supervise her. She will try to escape, trust me. So leaving her out for more than 10 min alone is not a good idea. I haven't tried leaving her alone tied up, but I wouldn't recommend it. She loves to play, even though she sucks at fetching. Also, she sheds heavily twice a year so you gotta mind some fur on your clothes. She sheds a little bit throughout the year. If you have kids or other pets, she should be a good choice since I've never seen do anything negative towards them. She's especially very playful with animals. She and my cat, Dorito, are like the best of friends.
I'm looking for someone who has a bigger place. I'm not talking about you gotta own a house, but I need someone who's responsible, and that will watch her at all times. This is like my child so I'm being very picky and I want what's best for her. I also want someone who will love her because I always fear of someone abusing her, and that's what I'm trying to avoid. If you're an animal lover, and I can tell, then you will have a good chance of keeping her. If you're intersted, just message me. Also, if you know of a good candidate, let me know. Current Mood: sad
|Wednesday, April 4th, 2007|
Yesterday on my way home from my dad's house, there was a car parked on Elmora on the right narrow lane. Here I am trying to dodge it, and I swore I did since I didn't hear any denting until after I pass it did I hear a shatter and a loud pop. I looked to my right and my passenger side mirror was hanging and the mirror glass shattered everywhere. Luckily, the guy's mirror was intact and there was no scratch or dent on his car. I had no scratch or dent either, just a hanging mirror.
Just when I'm about to get my tax return soon I'm sure enough I'm going to use most of the money to get my mirror replaced.
Also, my fucking cat ran on my glass table and my dog put her upper body weight on it giving a good combo to break the glass.
WTF is up with me and shattering glass lately?? Current Mood: aggravated
|Tuesday, January 9th, 2007|
You'd think with 6 days off from work, I'd come back refreshed and content to be back. WRONG. My first day back and I'm dreading it. Hmmmm....I should look for another job. Current Mood: discontent
|Saturday, January 6th, 2007|
Being sick sucks. And I don't wanna go back to work on Tuesday, either. Current Mood: sick
|Saturday, December 9th, 2006|
Customer: *hands me a coupon*
Me: Um, this isn't valid until next week.
Customer: Oh really?
Customer: Um, can I use it now anyway?
*pulls out machete* Current Mood: annoyed
|Tuesday, November 21st, 2006|
My co-worker came up to me today and asked me how long was I into the goth/rocker thing. I said about 7 years. I used to be one of those chicks who loved the girly girl stuff and then I switched to being faithful to Pac Sun. But I always wanted to be how I am now for years. He said he was asking me because someone asked him the same question about him dressing ghetto. He said he's been that way all his life. And he asked me if I would ever change. He said he doesn't think he'd change.....he thinks. I said the same. I'm pretty content with my individuality, and I don't think I'd change... not for a while. Current Mood: thoughtful
|Friday, November 10th, 2006|
The holidays are coming. That isn't a good thing if you work in retail. That just means more people, more mess, 12 hour shifts, and eventually closing more than usual. Blah!!!! More bitchy customers and more headaches. Yay. Retail killed the holiday spirit for me. Luckily I have people there that can help me enjoy and kill the time while I'm there. Oh man I can definetly wait for Thanksgiving to come. Current Mood: annoyed
|Thursday, October 5th, 2006|
I finally have internet access again. Now I get to burn cd's and watch videos and be on myspace more and all that good stuff. :D Current Mood: culeca
|Thursday, September 28th, 2006|
I got home from work at 12, so let the long awaited 3 day weekend begin. =)
I might go to Q's tomorrow. That all depends on my friend. Current Mood: hungry
|Saturday, September 23rd, 2006|
Yesterday was my 1 year anniversary with my bebe. He took me to chilis and the park where he asked me out. Awwwwwwwww lol.
Today Lorena finally met my friends from work. I love how my friends get along with John's friends. That's how Debbie and Wayne met. ;)
Me, John, Tony, Wayne, and Debbie went bowling, and then to Applebees. We all had fun and we all laughed at the dumbass boys, lol. I'm glad Lorena felt better tonight and it actually looked like she had fun. I can't wait to bring her to Q's and a show soon. Current Mood: and sorta tired
|Monday, August 28th, 2006|
I just saw a pic my friend took of us on Saturday, and I look like a fucking blimp. I reeeeally gotta start losing some weight asap. Current Mood: annoyed
|Friday, August 25th, 2006|
|I love you John
I'm so glad I have him in my life. He's perfect for me. No one has such an awesome personality as his, and he does anything for me. I've never thought I'd be lucky to find someone like him. I miss him every minute he's not with me and I love him more than anything. I'm not letting this one go. ;)
I love you bebe <3333 09.21.05 Current Mood: cheerful
My bebe is at practice....
I gotta get some sleep to be at work at 7.
These shifts kill me since I'm SO not a morning person. I gotta deal with bitching at work. Damn
I wanna be on vacation for a month!! Current Mood: blah
|Saturday, August 19th, 2006|
||||||| @ Q's
After constantly asking Wil when this was gonna happen......I'm gonna go see Methodical play at Q's tonight!!! Can't wait!!! Current Mood: excited
|Thursday, May 4th, 2006|
I'm hardly ever on this thing. That's because I'm a myspace whore. Anyway....I'm just really excited that John and I are moving to Elizabeth in like 2 months. Hopefully I'll be leaving my nest permanently. My dad isn't kicking me out or anything. I just want to feel a little more independent and have more freedom. John is moving out of Lester's apartment this Saturday. He hates Newark, but from being here for a month with him, it isn't really all that bad. At least not this part of Newark.
Well I can't wait to move into Randy's basement. It looks really nice, kinda like a studio with a seperated bedroom. Lucky can be with us so we don't have to give her away *yippie*. I just can't wait to start shopping and buying stuff for the place. =D Current Mood: excited